TODAY I HATE PEOPLE...

Just the mood I'm in today.. Started with going to the doc with #3 son, thru construction and half way out of my way only to boomerang back because son #3 didn't bring the ONE thing I asked him to remember, his medicine bottle so the doc could do the refill on it.. This would be his LIFE SAVING medication.. He can't remember the bottle but he can remember anything and everything that has to do with his "Flavor of the Month!"  I'm so fed up with him and his drama involving his girlfriends and/or friends.. Every girl is THE one.. Every girl he is madly, deeply, passionately in love with, every girl he must have sex with!!!  I have 2 grandsons already, I really don't need one from my 16 yr. old!!!  More to the point, I DON'T WANT HIM RUINING HIS LIFE!!!!! - My head hurts just thinking about it...
I also managed to offend my new boyfriend/fiance's daughter... How you may ask????  Simply by asking her HOW THE SUMMER JOB HUNT was going!!!!  She's 25 and never had a fucking job!!!!!!  I started working, technically, at age 11, striping parking lots with my neighbor across the street who had a striping company, 11 yrs. old, pushing and riding on those machines just keeping the line straight, ELEVEN MOTHER FUCKING YEARS OLD!!!!  I'm sorry if I thought MAYBE a TWENTY-FIVE YR. OLD MIGHT BE LOOKING FOR A JOB!!!!!!! - So, she deleted me and her Dad off of her FB account but we weren't the only ones.. Apparently she also deleted her Mom and her Mom's boyfriend too.. She just needs a break from all things parental right now... Seems to me she's had a break from all things parental her whole life!!!!  But who the fuck am I, what the fuck do I know???? - Again, my head hurts just thinking about it..
Unfortunately, my day has not been much better as I realize I can't make my bills.. I just can't, and every fucking time I turn around, something is higher, there's a new fee added... I'm just ready to be like my ex out in Alaska and live as a hermit, he has a house, he has vehicles, he shoots his own food, he doesn't work above board, he only has 3 bills.. I'm so with him.. Shows you what a shitty day I've had.. I'm actually agreeing with the son of a bitch who beat the fuck out of me and ran me over when I was 8 months pregnant...
Now I don't feel like talking to my boyfriend/fiance', not because of him... He is wonderful and kind and gentle.. He works, he has morals and values and truly is a man of honor... I just know me and talking right now would not be in the best interest of our relationship.. My mouth will open and the ugliness of the world that I'm feeling right now will come flying out and I don't want that directed at him.  He's done nothing wrong..
In other news, it's fucking hot and I don't like hot.. Granted it's not in the 90's like it has been, actually it's cooled down into the 70's but I've been standing over hot dish water, a hot stove, hot cleaning water.. I laid down to take a nap and dosed for about 30 minutes...
And, am I the only fucking person in this whole house that knows how to do laundry or sweep a floor?????
I'm done now... I just want to sleep...
Luv - Your BFF
P.S. - What would I do without you?????