weight lifting and laxatives!

I have been lax, as in laxative, about writing here. Many things are contributing factors. I have to say and don’t take this the wrong way, cuz I love you—I was a little upset when I read your post about the doctor being able to get you what you need in the way of weight loss. It really wasn’t about you, but a culmination of stories involving disability bound people and their benefits. I was also on a “feel sorry for myself” kinda jig. You know the whole schpeel about how I’ve been working my ass off for over 25 years, with one month of not working, sometimes working 5-6 jobs at the same time to make ends meet, and I can’t get my insurance to do anything. This wasn’t the only thing I was upset over. There were two other medical bills that I was absolutely pissed about. But I won’t get into that.


So another thing I have been doing in this time away from blog, someone showed me a device called a media player, which absolutely blew me away. I became obsessive over this device and it really consumed a lot of time. I actually obsessed over it until I finally went and bought one on Saturday. Since then I have still been working on getting the media player up and running. It is such a cool device and not one person I talked to knows anything about them. I absolutely think it will be the wave of the future.

Work really was taking a toll on me, the boss has been putting more and more on me, sometimes I feel weighted down, but then I become a weight lifter and start pumping the work out. The more I get done, the more he puts on me. I told him last week, when I was exhausted, that he had run out of favors for a while, but then I stop and think, I am being paid good money, great benefits (regarding housing and such) that I shouldn’t be bitching about anything. The money I make, I couldn’t make anywhere else.

So I got my taxes back 8 days after I filed, course with no dependents, it wasn’t a huge amount, but I was able to pay every single bill off, so I am debt free, for the time being. I bought Tasha a laptop this weekend, I bought clothes for work, I bought whatever I wanted, and it was kinda nice. 

My eldest cousin, whom I may not have met, got in contact with me, that is why I have been posting pictures on Facebook, she really wants to do geneology, so this should help her.

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