I SO GET THE MEDICAL BULLSHIT!

There has got to be a better way, a better plan, a more affordable plan for people to have decent health care and insurance!  Bump my cable bill up, raise taxes on smokes and alcohol, GIVE HEALTH INSURANCE TO ALL WORKING AND THOSE WHO AT ONE TIME DID, WORK - AMERICANS!!!!!!  FREE OF CHARGE!!!  Just sort of as a THANK YOU FOR BEING A PRODUCTIVE MEMBER OF SOCIETY!!!!  Cut the cable in prisons.  Cut everything in prison except for food, shelter and clothing, period.  START KICKING THE ABLE BODIED LOSERS OFF OF WELFARE!!!!!  STOP GIVING THE ILLEGALS HAND OUTS!!!  As you can see this whole insurance issue annoys the fuck out of me as well!  Medicare won't cover all of my medical costs so I have to apply for welfare to get the medicaid coverage that WILL cover what Medicare won't.  How fucking stupid is this??  I have cancer for fuck sake!  Can I just have one card to cover my meds, biopsies and chemo????  And the answer to that is no I fucking can't BUT IF I WERE AN ILLEGAL I COULD!!!!  I COULD HAVE EVERYTHING HANDED TO ME!  It's ridiculous and I'm sorry that you're going thru this bullshit.. I'm sorry that you're in so much pain... I wish so much I had a magic wand to wave over you and make it go away you know I would do it in a heartbeat!

It's the weekend and I have no plans except to clean house.  I was hoping to have had all of my Christmas stuff down but I don't, I was concentrating on my room instead.. I thought maybe if I totally organize it I'll sleep better and of course in attempting to organize I've made an even bigger mess - ugh!

We have "lit'l one" on Sunday and I'm always happy to see him.. He just brightens my whole world and is so healing to my soul.

#1 son got back into the dating pool and went down in flames.  She told him that she was still in love with her ex boyfriend and she liked rock n' roll guys. - Whatever. - So of course son #1 has moved on to someone else...

Son #2 is waiting on his social sec. card that reflects his adoptive name so he can get out and get a job.  He so wants to move on with his life and this little snag is preventing his progress and with each day he becomes more and more irritable and I don't blame him.  This was supposed to have been taken care of at the time of the adoption but whatever...

Son #3 is still Mr. Attitude all the way and I for one cannot wait until he gets out of this phase.. It's so draining to argue with him every single day and night....

My daughter is doing wonderfully well. I need to post another album on FB, she has more pics..  I miss her so much..  So, so, so, so much... She said I could come live with her and just let the boys take over this house, with Wes and Brian both working they ought to be able to do it..

I finally located a local organization that helps the homeless so I signed on for that.. I'm beginning this month to put together kits and I'll start making my quilts next week.  I'm excited about this and it makes me feel good.

The earthquake in Haiti is totally heart wrenching to me... Those poor people... We have a million beautiful islands... Give them one, help them build their country again!  And I was so pissed when I saw on CNN, some spokespeson from the White House say, "we need to assess the situation and see what the needs are."  FUCKING REALLY?????  How 'bout this... EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!  Their needs are everything.  And I too, am keeping them in my prayers.

Onto laundry.  I love you and I hope you feel better soon...
BFF