...and the fun never stops!

E.D.=eldest daughter


E.G.=eldest grandson

M.G.=Middle grandson

Y.D.=youngest daughter

Y.G.=youngest grandson



I totally hear where you are coming from. Sleep, oh, blessed sleep! I have always said, give me my 8 hours of sleep (all eight hours) and I am the happiest I could possibly be. Less than that and I am not a happy camper, not by choice, I am more a zombie than anything.

I stepped on the scale yesterday. It groaned when it saw me coming, but as I started to stop on it, it started snap, crackling, and popping. Dirty bastard! I hate being this weight, I hate it, I hate it, and I hate it! You know how you want to starve just to lose weight and then you got eat something cuz you are so upset? That is so totally me. I am eating my weigh (pun) to disability at the rate I am going.

Thanksgiving was totally a familiar thing. E.D. threw a fit and decided she wanted to walk away, cuz grandma made her angry. I don’t even want to do Christmas with eldest. Every time we gather as a family, she gets angry and throws a fit. So anyway, she goes to the frig after we have eaten, even after the dessert and grandma tells her not to eat from the Ziploc bag; M.D. had packed the bag for her for lunch at work; a concept that E.D. has no clue about. Now E.D. feels like grandma is calling her fat (which she is, she is getting huge, over 250 I am betting) so she grabs the Y.G. and says they are walking. I just look at her, cuz I am not her freaking chauffer. Meanwhile, seeing she was not going to get her way, she calmed down a bit.

So, let’s go back one day, so E.G. was dropped off by his father, but she couldn’t take him, cuz she was going out partying. So E.G. ends up at grandma’s house for the night. Then on thanksgiving, E.D. doesn’t bring M.G. because he is with his other grandma. Now E.G. has not seen M.G. and really misses seeing him. E.D. has decided she is going to Boise for the weekend to watch the BSU game with aunt. She is planning on taking Y.G. (When I had spoken to her a couple of days earlier, she had told me she was taking Y.G. to the game, even though he has been sick. I was disgusted by this and let her know. ) So now we are at grandma’s house and I am informed by E.D. that I am to take her to Boise after dinner. I told her I there was no way I was taking her to Boise, so now she is angry again. So when asked, E.G. says he wants to go to my house, not hers for the night. I end up dropping her at a friend’s house.

So Saturday arrives and the phone starts to ring early in the morning. (Remember, I like you, just want to sleep. Friday night was one of the worst nights in the last 16 weeks of this coughing. I felt like I was drowning in the middle of the night, cuz now, fluid is coming up when I cough.) My mom is going to take E.G. home, we had planned on this going down on Sunday when E.D. would ride with mom to do the deed, but E.D. is still in Boise. Mom is wanted to miss the traffic of everyone going home. She says that M.D. can go with her, cuz I didn’t want to be in the car and have a coughing fit; they hurt and give me instant headaches. M.D. is pissed, why does she get volunteered to do things she doesn’t want to. Then we get a call from E.D. who wants to know when we are coming to pick her up. I was pissed. I told her I did not get that memo and there was no way I was going up there to pick her up. She says that she planned on E.G. spending the day with his aunt and then we were going to bring her home. OH NO YOU DI’INT! By the time all the phone calls between grandma and E.D. I told E.G. to get his clothes on and I would take him now. So the phone is ringing and ringing and I ignore it and spend the next 5 hours in the car driving E.G. home. I love that guy and wish he lived closer. But as we were walking out the door M.D. is putting clothes on to go. I look at her and tell her there is no way she is going with me. I tell her I can’t get her to do anything around the house without asking her, why the hell do I want her going with me? She gets angry and storms away in the house.

So this morning, Sunday, I am sleeping cuz again, not a good night; I am having to sleep sitting up, still have coughing fits, when the phone starts ringing early. I don’t answer it, cuz it is too early to get up, but it continues. Finally I get up and it is M.D. wondering if I was awake. I understand that she is working and it gets boring when you are by yourself at her job, but I just wanted to sleep. Only good thing I can say is that I can take a nap in a little while.

Oh here is another good one-welfare is now offering once a year a $200 voucher that can be used to quit smoking or join a gym; it's called preventative health. Okay so here is my beef-IF YOU HAVE TIME TO GO TO THE GYM, YOU HAVE TIME TO GET A FUCKING JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And this goes to E.D.! I can't believe that the government is stepping in and giving them more bullshit money to be used on shit. Fuck, if they have money to smoke, then they shouldn't be on welfare! Fuck these people who have excuses for everything, including why they can't get a job. E.D. won't go to job fair, cuz that means it's she may have to get a job. I am so fucking pissed over this shit. We don't have enough money for elderly, but we can now throw away $200 per useless person not wanting to work on welfare. Okay, now my adrenaline is up. And why is it that E.D. gets to go out and party pretty much every Wednesday; that is why E.G. couldn't stay with her the day before Thanksgiving, cuz she was going out? These welfare people would be so pissed at me if I were running the system. I would take blood monthly to insure they were not doing drugs or smoking if they wanted to be on welfare. I can't believe how easy it is for them. I remember being on welfare and wanting a job so bad so that I could get off of it. I begged to be in the guinea pig program they were holding to train people on getting jobs, they weren't even going to offer it to me. They had showed up at my neighbors house and she had told them hell no, but when I asked if they were going to my house, they told me no, so I begged to be put on the list. That was the beginning of the best part of being a job holder.

.ttyl, your BBB

THANKSGIVING, BLACK FRIDAY AND EARLY SATURDAY MORN...

Dear Carol,
Boy you sound like me!  Between the two of us I think we could easily sleep for the next 500 yrs.!  And that's no joke!  Even as I type this my eyes are closed and I'm weaving on my seat.  How crazy is that?  I'd go back to bed but I'd just lie there awake and have coughing fits, unfortunately in a few moments I may not have a choice.

I've took my meds - all exept for that cream - on time yesterday.  Went to bed at midnight and woke up at 5:30am.  It wasn't a straight sleep, I had the coughing spells but hey, it's a start right?

How was your Thanksgiving besdies tiring??  Mine was much the same.  I made enough food for a small army, don't know how to cook for small groups.  Totally missed out on Black Friday.  #1 son woke me at 4am and in my mind I said, "just 5 more minutes.."  Well you know how that goes.  I called my sister and apologized.  She was fine.. She didn't want to go anyway.  I totally get why my Dad always said he'd pay extra on down the road, he wasn't missing out on his sleep.  I totally get it...

Today is my last day to actually rest before having to take Seth back.  I've instructed the boys that they are to get my lights hung outside today, no ifs, ands or butts.  I want my house decorated damn it!

We got our first snow Thanksgiving evening.  It was really coming down when I was taking my Mom home.. I loved it.  She hated it.. Then after I dropped her off she called me every five minutes to make sure I was driving safe and making it home safely.. Are you kidding me, I was totally in my element!

Ran out of tea bags so I've been drinking hot water and surprisingly I like it.. Wonder if it's good for your body to be drinking hot water..

Sry but I must run.. Can't see any longer and just took my morning Xanax a few moments ago.

I love you bunches as always.
BFF

short and sweet?

Yesterday was a long day. I got up early, went back to sleep, slept till 11, had to get up and go to Mountain Home. I was soooo tired up there, I could barely move. Finally got home and played with eldest grandson for a while, then was out again.

I am up again early and , again, I am going back to sleep shortly. I think maybe if I get enough sleep, then I might be able to battle this, cuz the cough seems to have gotten worse again.

I bet the people are nuts out there this morning, being black friday and all. Just glad I am not out there.

Well, off I go, ttyl.

scattered thoughts

I was just sitting here trying to think of some thing to say for the title to you. And then I started thinking, why do you get interesting last names. I was thinking "have a very berry..." and "the moore the merrier".
What's up with that?

I got off early today, thanks to the boss, which I am thankful for. Not much sleep, yet again. The coughing is getting gross now, it is starting to get a flem based action. Yuck!

I talked to the neighbor's hubby and told him I wanted the emergency bills, but he kept saying no. I still need to see her, she was not at home a little while ago.

NEW MEDS

I love my new doc.  Totally, totally gets me.  We both agreed on no narcotics.  He did say however, that if the pain is too much we may have to go that route.  I choose not to and I'm hoping it doesn't get to that point.

The new meds -

• Capsasian, a cream to rub on my feet 3x a day.  It works on the pain on the surface and just below the surface of my feet.
• Tramadol, a pill that I take 3x a day - 50mg per pill - It works on the brain and how the brain processes the pain.
• Xanax, an anxiety pill.  I take 2 at bedtime.

I lost over 12lbs. - not trying, not a good sign. - My doc made me an appt. with my new oncologist for Jan. 6th.  I'm also enrolled in a sleep study for chronic insomnia but I don't know when that will start.  Some time after the 1st of the year I imagine. 

So, that's it, that's all.  I actually kept my appt. and I'm really proud of myself for that.  I was so scare and just between you, me and the fence post I am scared shitless about the up coming appts. Carol.  I don't want to die... My kids...  I can't even think about it.

Okay, nap time and then baking.  I love you bunches.
BFF

DR. APPT., NAP AND THEN THE BAKE OFF BEGINS!

Dear Carol,
Just a quick note.  Getting ready to jump in the shower.  My dr. appt. is at 10:45am.  Very nervous about going, don't want to go, don't like dr.'s and especially don't like going close to holidays, always bad news..  My goal is to get sleep meds and/or pain meds, if he gives me that I am ready for anything!  I just want to sleep!!!!!  When I get home I'll take a brief nap and then it'll be balls to the wall baking, cooking, prepping and decorating.  A busy, busy, busy day!!!  Keep the coffee coming!
BFF

WOW!

Dear Carol,
That totally blows about the neighbor.. She's not the kind to sue is she?  Our dog bit our neighbor in Boise and I ended up paying for the medical bills.  Thank God they didn't come after me for permanant scarring but it was a nip on the back of the little boy's calf.  In defense of your dog, she was probably thinking she was just doing her job..  Man, what a way to get woke up!  Holy hell.  Have you been able to go back to sleep??

I have a dr. appt. tomorrow.  Thank God it's in the morning.  The only thing I want him to tend to tomorrow is getting me to get some sleep!  Period.  I was supposed to have gotten a chest xray 3 weeks ago and never did but since I switched to this doc I don't see the point.  If he wants a chest xray I suppose he'll order it.  I'll bring it up to him that the other doc wanted one.

I was going to start baking tonight but I don't know if I'll get to it.  Depends on how I'm feeling a little later.  Right now I'd like to just go to bed and relax.  I got my shopping done, now it's all about the prep.  Plus this house needs to get in order big time.  Tomorrow the boys will do the lights outside and I will, between baking and prep, get the tree moved and decorated, and hopefully put up more decorations.

Right now I'm watching that show "Sons of Anarchy."  It's really good.  It has Peg Bundy in it and that guy that played the beast in that old tv show "Beauty and the Beast" with Linda Hamilton.  It's all about bikers.

Anyway, I'm out.  I may be back, I may not... Feeling kinda' blah... Hate being totally infused by stress and the urgency to get things done and just go, go, go all day and then totally crash at night...

Luv U. - Sry you had a shitty night.

BFF

PS - I look forward to reading more about your UFC guy.  You should post some pics here.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Dear KK

I am continual tired. I almost took a nap in my office at lunch today. Instead I came home after work, checked the TV guide and realized TADA! Nothing was on the tube tonight, thank God! I laid on the bed, remote closed tightly in my fist, cat jumps up and lays on my chest, and I fall asleep. I was out like a  light, when a banging came from the door and my dog started barking like the world was ending. I was pissed until I realized it was the neighbor coming over to get their turkey from the freezer. I hear Tata yell at the dog, then I hear "Are you okay? She's never done that before." Okay, now I jump up and race for the door. The neighbor is standing outside with a deep puncture wound in her leg and an unbelievably large bruise forming from whence the dogs teeth formed. The dog bit the inside of her leg, not around the leg, but straight on. There is a HUGE oval forming up and down her thigh. I cannot believe this happened, I am pissed at the dog, I even state I will take the dog out and shoot her, if it wil make my neighbor feel better.

My dog hates the neighbor's dog. One time the dog got in my yard and my dog had that dog by the neck and was flinging it around. I know my dog knows this is the owner of that dog and that is why she bit her. I just don't know what to do to ease the tension now. I did give her some painkillers, cuz it looked BAD.

I do have to tell you, Tata and I are going to be the only sponsors of a up and coming UFC fighter. We will be getting ring side tickets, shirts, and back stage passes. I am tickled I could help him.

SHOPPING DAY, HOUSE CLEANING..

ANOTHER DUMBASS MOMENT:  I almost ate a button thinking it was a peanutbutter Ritzbitz!!!!

MOST DISGUSTING MOMENT OF THE DAY:  Having to go pee after son #2 just dropped a corpse in the toilet and then having a coughing spasm whilst sitting amongst the corpse stench having to suck said stench into my lungs in an attempt to fucking breathe! - I nearly vomitted.

DUMBASS MOMENT OF THE DAY:  Laying down for a nap, waking up a couple of hours later and seeing the same bubbles and dishes in the kitchen sink that I meant to get to before I fell asleep and thinking, wow, either time stood still in our kitchen sink or that's some damn good dish liquid! - It was neither.  Son #2 had just re-ran the water because it had gone cold..

Dear Carol,
Good Morning!  #3 son woke me up this morning to hitch a ride to school.  Actually, he wasn't trying to hitch a ride, he was telling me that he woke up late because he didn't hear his alarm.  I told him to go start the car because that's his job when he wants a ride to school, the car has to be warm and windows defrosted.  Then he says, "but I'm not even dressed yet and it's 20 til."  To which I say, "well then you better go get dressed and start the car."  He schleps away and it's only as we're pulling out of the driveway that the ulterior motive of the whole "let's wake up Mom and tell her I over slept," comes out... Today is their last day to be in school before Thanksgiving break!  He didn't want to go because, and I quote, "we're not gonna' be doing anything anyway, even the teachers said we're not gonna' be doing anything."  Interestingly enough he says this every time I ask about homework or how sick he is reeeaaallly.  Anymore unless he's running a fever and projectile vomiting he goes to school.  A couple of weeks ago tho I did have a teacher call me and tell me to keep him home because he was having coughing fits in school and running to the bathroom every 5 minutes to blow his nose.  In any event, he woke me up!  His saving grace today was that I have to go to the grocery store and finish my Thanksgiving shopping otherwise his head would be on the chopping block trust you me!

So, the start to my day?  High tailing it to "Glen's" to shop and then coming home to clean house, bake and decorate the Christmas tree.  The rest of the men folk will be hanging lights outside! - Tis the season!
BFF

LOOOONNNNGGGG NITE

Dear Carol,
Okay, first I have to know why you're looking at camping trailers????  Don't get any ideas that you'll be moving your ass into the woods and I won't find you cuz' I will.  I'll be like a dog with a bone so if that's your plan I just want you to know I'm on to you and it won't work!

Oh my God, the more you tell me about work the more I'm glad I don't!  I remember those people... The ones who come and go as they please.  It's like, why bother coming in at all??  What's the point??  And management never seems to notice or if they do they're so passive aggressive that they do nothing.  Ya' know I was watching a PBS show about these communities that are popping up all over and they use what is called local currency, they print it up and they use it in their own communities and they barter.  It was really interesting and I really want to go visit one of them.  They have their own stores and they use their local currency in them.  Very, very interesting to me.  Of course the ones who aren't fortunate enough to have windmills still have to pay "the man" but as their communities progress "the man" will cease to exist and I think that will be wonderful.  Anyway, just something I'm going to keep an eye on.

Yes, you told me about your UFC guy and I think it's absolutely wonderful of you and "Miss T" to be part of his journey.  And you're right.  It's not often that you get the opportunity to be a part of someone fulfilling their passion and seeing their dreams come to fruition.  Kudos to you and "Miss T."

My idea to take "lit'l one" Thanksgiving shopping with me was not my greatest idea.  I got maybe 12 items in my cart and decided it was time to leave and head over to my sisters to let "lit'l one" run off some excess energy.  We did have fun tho.  Imaginary snowball fights in the Jeep complete with sound effects and Christmas music.  "Lit'l one" sure loves my sister and all of her animals.

After I dropped "lit'l one" back home I snagged #2 son and went into Petoskey to Walmart and I bought my white Christmas tree for a whopping $35!  6.5 ft. tree WITH lights!  I thought it was a steal and totally what I needed to put together my "Frosty The Snowman" theme.  It's not a huge fluffy tree but I have enough stuff to fill in the thin spots.  I bought some more "Frosty" ornaments and I found a really cool blue wreath to put above the fireplace.  It's a little smaller than I wanted but I'll put something on either side to balance things out, it'll be cool.  I couldn't find a "Frosty" hat ANYWHERE so I went to JoAnne Fabrics and bought some black felt thinking I'm just going to have to make his hat.  The cashier suggested I go to the Goodwill store next door and I was like, "I'm not putting some old dead guy's hat on my "Frosty The Snowman" brand new Christmas tree but thanks anyway."  The two women in line started laughing but I was serious!  It'd be my luck the hat I picked out would've previously belonged to some old black guy and the lights on the tree would heat it up and my whole house would smell like a fucking Jerry Curl!!!  I'm in search of "Frosty The Snowman" like stuffed animals (only a snowman of course) too. 

Oh #2 son and I also went to the most fabulous Chinese buffet too... So, so yummy!

Came home, put the tree up, hung the "Frosty" door flag or whatever you call it, it goes from the top of the door down to the bottom.  Very cute.  I played with "lit'l one", he helped with the tree.  He's so, so funny.  I bought him a "Frosty" that you squeeze his foot and he lights up and sings the "Frosty" song, the real one by Jimmy Durante.  I love it and so does "lit'l one", he danced to it all night.  He's so excited to help me decorate it tomorrow!  And he's going to help me with Thanksgiving dinner too.  God I just love that little boy so much..  I so enjoy his company, his wonderful spirit and he's so stinkin' funny!

I talked with my sis out in Idaho tonight.  No one will go shopping with her on "Black Friday" and she's totally bummed.  I would so be going with her were I there.  Talked with my Mom a little bit ago.  She's up all night too.  #3 son is asking for a laptop for Christmas and has been keeping me abreast of pricing.  I'm not getting him one, I'm getting myself one.  And I know that sounds mean but I don't care.  I deserve my own computer.  I'm going to get the small one, the note pad I guess it's called.  I don't need it for games or anything like that, I just need to get on here and FB and check my mail.  Read the news, blah, blah.  #3 son is going to be sooooooooooooooo mad!

Heading to bed.  It is now 2:18am.

As always, I love you bunches!

Your BFF

labor laws

I think that there should be labor laws that actually allow me to stay at home and sleep. They would also let me go to work when I wanted to. I think that I would probably put in more work, if I were more rested. Then there is the lady that will go into labor anytime. She comes and goes at work per her will, course this was happening before the shirt began to shrink up front.

I can't remember the last time I had a full night sleep, I know it's been over a year, but I think it actually was longer than that. Aw, to be young and not have worries or sickness.

Tata and I are going to sponsor a UFC fighter. I don't know if you know anything about it, but we are throwing our hats into the ring and gonna help this guy. He is actually like family, elder daughter #1 calls him her cousin. It's kinda exciting, cuz this is something he really wants to do, a passion and I get to help. It's not often you can help someone fulfill a passion.

THANK GOODNESS THAT THIS WEEK IS A SHORT WEEK! Have son number #2 sing Hallelujah for me a couple of times.

I have to tell you, you had two people rolling with laughter yesterday. I was telling them the story of you wrapping the rocks in tin foil, the haybale/cemetary, and the scavenger hunt.

I did see the Adam segement yesterday and did not like it very much. I like that he was risque, but the music was actually hard to hear, so I mangaged to get the song and I like it!

I was looking at camper trailers today, thinking, that maybe..........

love you, can't say miss you, cuz I ain't aiming!
your BBB

OFFICIAL GOOD MONDAY MORNING!

Dear Carol,
Hhhhmmm... I was actually sleeping when boy child #3 came in and WOKE ME UP to drive him to school!!!  In all fairness to #3 and quite possibily his only saving grace from a life of continuous child labor, is that I do recall asking him to wake me up because I needed to go grocery shopping... UGH!!!  In the words of Pink... "I"m a hazzard to myself!"

Anyway, I have nothing earth shattering to share so I won't bore you any further, besides, I already have like what, a hundred posts???  I'm such a post hog!

Hope you're having a GREAT day!!!  I miss you and love you bunches, always, always.

Your very own personal BFF!!!

JUST IN CASE YOU MISSED HIM... ADAM LAMBERT 2009 AMA'S

2nd ATTEMPT AT TRYING TO SLEEP...

Dear Carol,
Oh look! I'm awake!  Wow!  I think I nodded off the 1st time around 10:30pm and now here I am up... Not for the day, trust me.

#2 son is still up.. Hhhhmmm.. This only means he'll be sleeping the day away.. Whatever.. Right now he's making me a cup of hot tea.  I'm still trying to get over this "bug" or whatever it is that decided to land in my head and chest and stay.. It's not cancer related because when I blow my nose it's neon green so it's definitely a "bug" of some sort.  Good thing I'm going to the doc on Wednesday.  Maybe he'll give me some anti-biotics!  What a concept!  Maybe he'll give me something for my pain too and maybe, just maybe he'll give me something to help me sleep!  THAT would be the million dollar prescription as far as I'm concerned.  I just want to sleep!

WOW!  Didn't mean to be a bitch just now but #2 son brought me my cup of tea, which was wonderfully thoughtful, unfortunately he put enough sugar in it to take down an elephant and altho I may be the size of one, I'm not one and bitch that I am back to the kitchen it went... For a new cup... Sorry...

Checked all my stuff on FB.. Still have about a half hour for one of my virtual meals to come off the stove in "Cafe' World" and then I guess I'll go back to bed and try to sleep..

I feel like hell.  My head feels like a giant cotton ball and I want/need someone to do that coning shit to my ears!  You know where they do the wax n' all that.. Supposed to do wonders.  I'd like to find out!

Went back and put "Dear Carol" in all my posts and added "labels.." The topics my post covers.. We'll now have another box on the right listing all of our "labels."  What labels do is send out micro messages to the world wide web so when joe blow in kansas is googling UFC or sleep or kids, etc., our blog will pop up.  Funny, huh?  A fellow blogger told me about it.  Imagine the poor fool who stumbles across our rants.

I am soooooooooooooooo tired!  For some reason tho once I get in bed I'm wide awake.  I know that's a common problem so wouldn't it stand to reason that there would be a common solution???  Ggggggrrrr... I just cannot deal with this any longer!

Okay.. It's 4am.. I'm heading to bed.. FB is under control.. My tea is now cold.. My jaw is clinched so tight it would take the jaws of life to unhinge it!  I can barely keep my eyes open!!!!  This could be a good thing.

I'm going to post a video for you..

BFF

1st ATTEMPT AT GOING TO BED

Dear Carol,
First, very cool about your UFC sponsorship! Congratulations all around.  I've never been to one of those events but I hear they are brutal.  I'd be peeking thru my fingers the whole time.. I don't think I could handle it.

I didn't watch "Up."  It was on and from the sounds of it "lit'l one" didn't watch it either.  He was too wound up from the trip.  It usually takes him a day to get back in the swing of things.  Tomorrow I am getting up early and taking "lit'l one" grocery shopping with me. - Thanksgiving dinner. -  I had planned on going today but I was just too pooped after the ride.  It's only 3 hours round trip now instead of 5 but it's still tiring.

I'm taking #1 son to get his license tomorrow.  He has to do it because I can no longer be pulled in 50 million directions.  Too much running for me, my body just cannot do it anymore.  Not sure what his hold up has been up to this point and I don't care, all I know is the buck stops here.  The stress in my life is killing me, literally!

I took one and a half darvacet this afternoon and that was relaxing, barely touched the pain but I did manage to drift off to sleep for a bit. 

How do you like the boxes I added to the right?  Just something to jazz the place up. : )

Well, #1 son and "lit'l one" have gone to bed.  Son's #2 and #3 are having a rather loud conversation right next to me.  Son #2 is playing a video game and son #3 is chattering away about some kid at school who failed a test because he didn't have his "weed" for the day.  - Nice. -

Anyway, I'm heading to bed.  I'm sure I'll be up later and I'm sure I'll be writing.  Need to take my "crazy" pill... My pup is sitting next to me staring at me.. She knows it's time for bed.  If only I could sleep the night thru...

Luv U

BFF

up, up, and away

Hey BFF

I too, have the movie UP and cried my eyes out in the beginning. I sure am glad I didn't see it at the movies, that would have sucked to start crying. It's a great movie, but sad.

Well, I am an official sponsor of a UFC fighter, both Tata and I are. As a young man, I actually protected him one night, so when I told him I was going to sponsor him, I told him now he could go bust some heads. He will be training with Jens Pulver, Little Evil. I was so excited about that, and then He said that I would be able to go to some bout, that was cool.

I am just finishing UP and will be watching my reality shows here in a moment.

Love you
BBB

AWESOME!

Dear Carol,
This is working out well!!  Loved your post.  The liar is a sociopath to be sure.  I'd steer clear of her as much as I could.  Those are the people who go on killing sprees.

Yeah, the sentences were somewhat choppy but I understood.  I'm sorry your hand is hurting, hell, I'm sorry ALL of you is hurting!!!

Obviously I'm home now.  The boys and lit'l one are all chattering away.  I'm going to take a nap.  I need sleep desparately!!!

The "trade off" was seamless.  Idiot didn't bring her ghetto flavor of the month, maybe they broke off, maybe he died a horrible death.  Either way I'm equally concerned, which is not at all.  Idiot did tell me not to worry about Thanksgiving and Christmas because her birth creature has to work at the sugar beet factory so they'll be celebrating everything a week late.  I wasn't worried.  Lit'l one, according to the parenting schedule, was to spend Thanksgiving and Christmas with us anyway. - She's an idiot.

We have that movie "Up" but we haven't watched it yet.  We were waiting for lit'l one so tonights the night.

Okay, I'm out.  I really need to sleep.  I'm going to take a darvocet and see if that helps at all.

Your snow flakes sound so pretty.  Take some pics and post one on here. - Have you fiddled around with the buttons up there?  The picture next to "link" is where you upload photos.

Luv this blog and I love you too!

BFF

Dear K.K.

It’s beginning to look a lot like Christmas. It started snowing outside, it is a mixture of rain and snow. I was just down visiting Tata, when the liar bitch showed up. First a friend named J showed up, and he was telling Tata and I, the Mexican story, a totally different story. She never mentioned the man going to the front desk and grabbing the baby holding it and stating he would hurt the baby if the court didn’t tell him where liar was that. She has so many stories, don't know which are right. He did say, she did go into mexico, but I want to know how, with no passport? And if you were being kidnapped, you wouldn't grab your passport before you left, cuz I think she has one.


So today my plan is to cut more snowflakes I’m debating on whether I should hang them on the walls of my offic, if I do that I have to make more color of one’s. It really takes awhile to making good snowflake I think I like the littler ones that from having why six points instead of a 8 point ones.

I am actually typing this one to you by using my speech recognition program. Hopefully it will stop my hand from hurting. I can’t use it when I’m on my multiple instant messenger, it seems to want to hear other words than what I’m actually saying. So if the sentences don't jive, sorry.

I personally do not think I’m going to do anything grand today I think I will watch the movie UP. It looks like it might be a cute movie.

I can’t believe how cold it is outside and that’s probably why you’re going to get the snow on Thursday I think you said is because we are getting it today but I don’t know how long is going to actually snow. The win outside is brisk and biting on it believable how chilly air early as ready as I sat in my room with the air conditioner on still.

I had been talking to my friend J earlier before I went to the part’s house. We had been talking about the UFC and when one last night’s bout. My friend Mary has a nephew named john who is an ultimate fighter and trains to hopefully go professional. Last night he got to watch the fighting with Jen’s Pulver and J was somewhat jealous over the fact. My friend is a big UFC watcher. When I found out we could’ve went to Nampa and met Jen’s, I think he was even more excited. Jen’s is going to open up a gym in the Nampa, and my friend is thinking that he may go start working out at the gym.

I am going to bounce right now, as I wish to make more snowflakes but I will blog later. Love you.

Your BBB-big beautiful bitch.

SUNDAY SILLINESS

Dear Carol,
I awoke at 5am and have thus far, done the following:

Spent countless, useless hours on FB, playing 3 useless games and spying on others.
Made coffee.
Washed a load of laundry and put it in the dryer.
Wrapped another "wall present."

Currently I am drinking cold coffee and sitting in my pajamas. - Buzzer just went off on dryer, have to start it again, it takes 2 tumbles to dry a load. Definitely need a new washer and dryer. -

#1 son is asleep on the couch, #2 and #3 are upstairs sleeping in their beds.

It's going to be about 55 here today so I've shut off the heat, perhaps a bit too soon because I'm freezing.

Plans for the day -

Pick up lit'l one from the moron.
Go grocery shopping for Thanksgiving dinner.
Come home and relax.

As you can see, my life is one exciting venture after another.

Time for more coffee - HOT - and to turn the dryer back on.

I hope you like this personal blog made just for you. I thought about starting notebooks in Jan., just writing a little something every day and then when the notebook was filled mailing it to you but I'm such a loser about sending things off, I'll be surprised if I get my Christmas cards out on time!

More later... I know you're sitting on the edge of your seat and biting your nails in anticipation.

Sincerely,
Your BFF